True Sad Ending-Love Story

10th grade.



As i sat there in english class. i stared at the girl next to me. she was my so called bestfriend. i stared at her long,silky hair and wish she was mine. but she didnt notice me like that and i knew it. after class,she walked up to me and asked me for the notes that she had missed the day before and i handed them to her. She said "thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. i wanted to tell her and let her know that i dont want to be just friends. i love her but im just too shy and i dont know why.


11th grade.

The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears,mumbling on and on about how her love had broken her heart. She asked me to come over because she didnt want to be alone. So i did. As i sat next to her on the sofa, i stared at her soft eyes,wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one drew barrymore movie and 3 bags of chips. She decided to go to sleep. She looked at me,said "thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her,i want her to know that i dont want to be just friends. I love her but im just too shy and i dont know why.


Senior year.


The day before prom. She walked to my locker. "my date is sick" she said. ; he's not going to go well. I didnt have a date,and in 7th grade,we made a promise that if neither of us had dates,we would go together just as 'bestfriend'.so we did. Prom night,after everything was over i was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me with her crystal eyes. I wanted her to be mine,but she didnt think of me like that and i knew it. Then she said," i had the best time,thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her,i want her to know that i dont want to be just friends. I love her but im just to shy and i dont know why.

Graduation day.


A day passed,then a week then a month. Before i could blink it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on the stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine but she didnt notice me like that and i knew it. Before everyone went home,she came to me in her smock and hat and cried as i hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said "youre my bestfriend! Thanks," and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her , i want her to know that i dont want to be just friends, i love her but im just too shy and i dont know why.


A few years later.


Now i sit in the pews of church,that girl is getting married now. I watched her say " i do" and drive off to her new life,married to another man. I wanted her to be mine but she didnt see me like that and i knew it. But before she drove away,she came to me and said "you came!" she said 'thanks' and kissed me on the cheek. I wanted to tell her,i wanted her to know that i dont want to be just friends,i love her but im just too shy and i don't know why.


Funeral.


Years passed,i looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my bestfriend. At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read ;

" i stare him wishing he was mine, but he doesnt notice me like that and i know it. I want to tell him , i want him to know that i dont want to be just friends. I love him but im too shy and i dont know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! "

i wish i did too. I thought to myself and i cried.